iloveyou.

Just to say I Love You…
never seems enough…
Ive said it so many times…
I am afriad you wont understand…
what I really mean when I say it…
how can so much feeling…
so much adoration possibly fit into…
those three little words…
But until I find some other…
way of saying what I feel, then…
I Love You” will have to do…
so no matter how many times I say it …
never take it lightly, for you are my life…
and my only love…
I love you now more…
then ever before…

LIST OF YEAR-END THANK YOU’s 2008

LIST OF YEAR-END THANK YOU’s 2008
abangan na lang:)

2008 IS ALMOST OVER,WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

2008 IS ALMOST OVER,WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

Stayed single almost the whole year?

- nope. actually,i had two X's plus my present:)

Kissed someone new?

- yeah? hahahah.

Done something you've regretted?

- wala. haha.

Lost someone?

- hm. yeapp:)

Cut class?

- YES. :D

Were involved in something you'll never forget?

- HAHA! andame ata@@

Visited a different country?

- how i wish.

Cooked a gross meal?

- ndi pa nman. hahaha.

Lost something important to you?

- yes.

Tripped over a coffee table?

- yes.

Dyed your hair?

- yep. lately.

Came close to losin​g your life?

- NO. hahaha.

Went to a party​?

- oyeah. hahaha.

Read a great book?

- ndi ako mtyaga mag basa. >:) pero, i read a book:)

2008: Friends and Enemies

Did you meet any new friends this year?

- OO. madami. hahaha. :D

Did you dislike anyone?

- oo HAHAHA

Did you grow apart from anyone?

- hmmmm.

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?​

- hmnm,nope! i'm not actually that kind of person^^

2008: Your BIRTH​DAY!

Did you have a cake?

- OO. thank's to amir:)

Did you have a party?

- sorta,basta maliit na celebration lang naman.

Did you get any presents?

- yeapp.^^ weeeee

2008: All about YOU

Did you change at all this year?

- cguroo. better person^^

Did you get your hair cut?

- yap! waaa@@

Were you in school?

- naman.

Did you get good grades?

- HAHAHAHAHAH na lang XD

Did you have a job?

- wala.

Did you drive?

- motorcycle.^^

Did you own a car?

-how i wish..

Did anyone close to you give birth?

- nope!

Did you move at all?

- nope.

Did you go on any vacations?

- nope.

Would you change anything about yourself now?

- hmmn, lotsa things^^

2008: Wrap UP:

Was 2008 a good year?

- YES. GOOD NA GOOD. :D

Do you think 2009 will top 2008?

- SANA. :)

I confess that in 2008 ...

( ) stayed single for the whole year

( ) kissed in the snow

( ) celebrated Halloween

(x) had your heart broken

( ) mooned someone

(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone

(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation

(x) came out of the closet

( ) gotten pregnant

( ) had an abortion

(x) done something you've regretted

OTHER

( ) painted a picture

(x) wrote a poem

(x) ran a mile

( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch

( ) posted a blog on MySpace

( ) visited a foreign country

( ) cut in a line of waiting people

(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't

(x) partied to celebrate the new year

( ) cooked a disastrous meal

(x) lied about how old you were

(x) prank called someone

In 2008 I...

[x] broke a promise

[x] fell out of love

[x] lied

[x] cried over a broken heart

[x] disappointed someone close

[x] hid a secret

[x] pretended to be happy

[ ] slept under the table

[ ] kept your new years resolution

[x] forgot your new years resolution

[x] met someone who changed your life

[ ] met one of your idols

[x] changed your outlook on life

[x] sat home all day doing nothing

[x] pretended to be sick

[ ] left the country

[ ] almost died

[x] given up on something/someone important to you

[x] lost something expensive

[x] learned something new about yourself

[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it

[x] made a change in your life

[x] found out who your true friends were

[x] met great people

[x] stayed up til sunrise

[x] cried over the silliest thing

[x] had friends who were drifting away from you

[x] had a high cell phone bill

[x] spent most of your money on food

[x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)

[x] gotten sick

[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time

[x]became closer with a lot of people

YEAR ENDER :)

YEAR ENDER :)

Where did you begin 2008??
- sa bahay:D

What was your status by Valentines? Day?
- taken. haha!^^ (w/ jonas corias)

Were you in school anytime this year??
- duh?:]

Did you have to go to the hospital??
- hmm. yepp,may vinisit lang. babyqh && sir carl

Did you have any encounters with the police??
- none man:D

Where did you go on vacation??
- hmm. nagbago isip ni dada eh :c

What did you purchase that was over $100
- hindi naman dollars currency dito e:))

Did you know anybody who got married??
- hmm,madami rami^^ sina ate hanie && cousin.

Did you know anybody who passed away??
- hmm,father ni dothy. awww. :c

Did you move anywhere??
- nawp.

What sporting events did you attend??
- sporting? hmm. wala aqh maalala:))

Describe your birthday:
- birthday qh? weh? uhm,ayun. bumwisita si amir.(labbqh)^^ tas may dala ice cream tsaka cake. answeet anuh?:p

What is the one thing you thought you would not do, but did, in 2008??
- nahh! mag nobyo2x! tas magloko2x sa skul. basta madami masyado. i thought magchange na talaga me. di talaga me nadadala. pasensya na. :DD

What has been your favorite moments??
- favorite moments? hmm.
`JS PROM
`SCHOOL DAYS
`WHEN IM WITH BABY.:)

Any new additions to your family??
- yeah.:] not a baby okay? si tita she. new wifey ni dada:)

What was your best month???
- best month? hmm. yeah! month ng streetdance churvalu.
SEPTEMBER-OCTOBER. weeeeeeee^^ masaya masyado.
&& i met baby this month. :)

Who has been your best drinking buddy???
- drink?:D toma? nah si jomarie && sabrina! haha! tagay lan kame. sa hospital pa daw. ayy! pahabol,si JULE && NUR && JULE pa pla. ^^ wahah!! aynakoo! bad influence. pero okayy lan:p

Made new friends??
- LOTSA! haha! ansaya nga eh. weeeeeee^^

Favorite Night out?
- HALO!. oh yeaaa\m/

Other than home,where did you spend most of your time??
- school?:"] as always ^^

Have you lost any friends this year??
- hmm. yeahh! actually, kinalimutan qh na sya.

Change your hairstyle??
-waaa! anoo pa:D

Have any car accidents??
- ala man. haha! i dont drive.

How old did you turn this year??
- 15 years old. waaaaaa@@ so old na. huhu!

Do you have a New Years resolution???
- hmm yeah..
`di na aqh mangangako. PROMISE!
`di na ako magsusugal. PUSTAHAN PA TAYO!?
`di na rin ako magsasalita ng patapos. PROMISE:D

joke lan^^

ayan. new year's resolusyon?
`seseryosohin qh na pag-aaral qh. && si babyqh:)

Did anything embarrassing?
- hmm, yeahh!:))

Buy anything new from eBay??
- mahal kaya dun! hahaha!:3

Get married or divorced??
- excuse me? haha!! ayy, break up pa ata^^
ilan ba? hmm, ayun.. dalawang break up's.
(jones && sham)

Got arrested??
- for what reason? duh? di ako criminal:p

Been snowboarding??
-hmm, walang snow dito sa pinas;)) skate board pa ata:D

Did you get sick this year??
- Yup but minor only.
d aqh masyado sakitin^^ kaseee. ayoko madala sa ospital!
ayoko sa doctor.waaaaaaaaaaa@@

Are you happy to see 2008 go?
- No!! waaaaaaaaaaaaa.. kce kce kce.. wala lang..:)

Been naughty or nice??
- mas naughty! haha. pero nice din naman.

What are you looking forward to most in 2009??
- i hope na sana. maganda na lahat:))
&& sana tuloy2 na blessings qh && also to my family.
weeeeeeeeeeeee^^

tsaka tsaka.

MAHAL KO SI TEN.^^

UPDATING♥

i wasn’t able to update quite regularly these past days for i simply didn’t have anything to put. not that nothing has been happening much but its just that i didn’t know what to say. i plan on updating but when i get there, my head goes blank.

i thank God so much coz he gave me such a great guy with such a great heart and such great love for me. im so thankful that i didn’t have to go through several heartaches and have my heart broken a few times because of a dumb break-up before i finally find "the one" coz the first one i got and loved so much is already GONE:)

baby, were still together and one day, everything’s gonna be better for us. let’s just stay strong, stay together and stay the way we are till the end.

i know and we both know that people have doubts about our relationship… siguro sa isip pa nila, "kelan kaya yan sila magbreak… di naman yan tatagal… parang naglalaro lang…"… but then with each month we prove them all wrong. and everytime nahuhuli tayo, siguro sa isip nila, "yan magbre-break na yan kasi nahuli na… buking na sila…" but then we got through all that. we’re still here and we’re still together. as couples break up and move on and change boyfriends and girlfriends, we stayed together… tayo pa rin.

only God knows what the future has in store for us. let’s take each day till we reach that very day when we’re already finally free to be together.

just want you to know that through all the things we’ve been through, through all the laughters we shared and tears we’ve shed, i have proven something and that is the fact that you really are all that i want. ako, sobrang mapili ako sa guy but i found all those things i want in you… lam mo un?… ung tipong astig pero mabait… bad boy pero sweet… pala away sa school pero mapagmahal… san pa man ako makahanap nun… wahehe…

i just love you so much.. honestly, i really do.

with all my heart… and i feel your love too… Always:)

45 things a girl wants but wont ask for!

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say "I love her more than you", deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don't lie to her.
27. DON'T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT'S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you're sitting on her.
You'll never know when she needs just a little more love ..

jealousy

And a man...who falls in love...with her...
First there is desire...
Then passion...
Then suspicion...
Jealousy, anger, betrayal,
When love is for the highest bidder,
There can be no trust,
And without trust there is no love!!!
Jealousy...
Yes jealousy...
Will drive you MAD

His eyes upon your face,
His hand upon your hand,
His lips caress your skin...
It's more than I can stand...

Right now...Jealousy is eating away at me. Jealousy is destroying me and tearing me apart. I sound very emo right now but it is...it's devastating. Scared of losing someone to somebody else is scary...heart breaking...it hurts me so much. I don't want to hear the words "I Love You" anymore...my three favourite words in the entire universe. I'm scared to hear those words, I'm scared to hang onto them only to be dropped again into that cold icy ocean of rejection.
Freedom...Beauty...Truth...Love...what if all those things....all those things I truly believe in...what if they vanish and what if I'm just hurt in a continuous hoop?
Right now...maybe right now I need to be alone and get over my jealousy and guilt. Get over my grief and try to move on from it. My heart is destroyed...I can barely hear it beat anymore. It's a faint movement in my chest and it scares me when I lie awake at night trying to focus on one thing that doesn't make me cry...but I can't find anything anymore...

jealous

Jealous, jealous, jealous and once again jealous!!!
And sick. And sad... Just like in kaleidoscope... Everything changes extremaly fast.

I'm so fucking jealous and I can't help it....-.-
wow, i get way too jealous.

...

We had something a long time ago,
something that I thought would last,
something that actually gave me hope.

We lost it and eachother along the way,
everything went wrong,
there was nothing left to say.

You were long gone out of my life,
you were pushed into my past,
nothing seemed to be going right.

We went our seperate ways,
you found a new love and so did I.

--
imissyou08

lost.

I Lost You

I lost you and thought it was over.
I was wrong, i still need you.
I lost you and feel sick without you in my life.
I lost you and dont know how to go on without you here.
I lost you and want to be your everyone.
I lost you and dont think i can go on any longer.
I lost you and miss your smile
I lost you and need your love again.
I lost you and felt my life ended.
I lost you and couldn't breathe anymore.
I lost you and couldn't forget you.
I lost you and thought i would never love again.
I lost you and automatically wanted you to come back.
I lost you and was never the same again.
I lost you and thought the world came to an end.
I lost you and thought i would never love again.

The Space In Between Us

Building 429 - The Space In Between Us

Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because

All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again

My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because

Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you

shet.

Maybe I'm wrong, you decide
Should of been strong, yeah I lied
Nobody gets me like...you

Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I now what you meant
There was nothing to compare to

There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I now how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around?
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

life.

EVERY NIGHT I DREAM OF WHAT I WANTED TO BE IN YOUR LIFE. =/

I think that certain things happen for a reason in your life,.

BULLJERK!

I HATE SEEING YOU AROUND WITH OTHER GIRLS.

THAT'S IT!

okeaaa i admit. im jealous. =/

2ndmonth

he came into my life
and left just as quick
and as time flew bye
i never felt sick
with him by my side
i could feel once again
i wouldnt have to hide
my feelings inside

he left me behind
my almost love drew thin
love wasnt as kind
as i thought it would have been
feelings were cast aside
washed away with the tide
my almost lover is gone
my almost lover
goodbye

------

second month. phew*

i think it's time to move on.
kahet mahirap. kayanin na lang..
napakatanga ko talaga.


i need my after four years. :(

tonight i'll cry myself to sleep.
after all. bubuhusin na.. last na promise..

TEN; sorry. sa loob ng two months. nagdadalawang isip parin ako if sure na ko sayu or not. thanks for helping me baby. :)

SHAM; thanks na rin. ha katan :')